Thursday, July 23, 2009

Good Day!!

If you notice, I don't quite like to share too much about my personal life and problems in writing,
because whatever i say might be used against me in near-future or future. Nobody is going to pity anyone for that. And people who don't like you might use those words to exacerbate your condition or state. People who don't like you are opportunists who love to watch you suffer and would jump at any chance to make you suffer.

We come into the world, we study, we work and live, we die, and nobody owns us a living for anything. God gave us abilities, hands, legs, and brains to fight for whatever we think is worth to fight for in our lives. And we only live once. So I believe in making the most out of it.

Sometimes we take a gamble at things, and we realise not only we don't win, we wasted so much time and effort on those gambles, hoping that we would win something, or sometimes at least a draw, but we did not. Sometimes we might even be close to losing our minds even. Sometimes after those gambles we look at ourselves and laughed at how silly we were, and what jokers we were. It's like doing business, not only, we don't have a profit margin, we might suffer from an obscene budget deficit. We learn from them as lessons and emerged as more meticulous individuals, smarter individuals.
We can't blame anyone for wrong decisions we've made because no one used a gun to force us to make any decisions that they favour. At the end of the day, when anything goes wrong, people would start pointing fingers at you. When things go right, they have nothing else to say.
In fact, sometimes they act like they're even part of the plan when initially they were outright against it, or sometimes they even emulate your ideas after knowing that they're proven to be good. I don't want to prove anything to anyone. I just need to prove things to myself and meet my own expectations of myself.

I don't want to care about people who start judging me, what matters most is what I think of myself, and not their judgment of me. I haven't met my own expectations of myself yet, but i'm doing what i can to improve myself, my skills, my appearance, the way i carry myself.
And I always believe that I have my own direction in life, and I know what I want and I'm very stubborn in my own believes and values.

But there are certain things that i could say, like what i value in life....
I figured out what I value in life and what are my priorities. Because i don't want to take life for granted, and I gotta write down, now, the things that matter to me, to keep me more focused. Because I realize that I'm losing my focus and moving away from my individualism and personal identity.


1. HEALTH

2. PEACE

3. FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO GENUINELY CARE FOR ME. ( IF I DON'T HAVE HEALTH AND PEACE, THEY WOULD WORRY FOR ME. )

4. INDIVIDUALISM- BREAKING FREE FROM CONVENTIONS AND HAVING MY OWN PERSONAL IDENTITY AND MY OWN VALUES.

5. PASSION FOR WHATEVER I'M DOING. ( i always want to do my best in everything i do.
Not to impress people. But for myself. )

6. STUDIES

7. ASSIGNMENTS AND WORK THAT ADD VALUE TO MY LIFE AND WOULD GET ME CLOSER TO MY AMBITIONS.


I want to live life for myself.

Love,
!Sherry

Monday, July 20, 2009

Pictures updated. From lovely, nice-nice Jane!

hey...this remix is quite cool:
with a little bit of the ''blue-da-ba-dee''
from the past.

( Credits- From Url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kEaWCQuWQn4 )





I think frenz find it even funnier when i'm talking about something serious.

They would start laughing like crazy while looking at my expressions.
And I would be like, ''Hey..really leh! IT'S TRUE! YOU ALL DON'T BELIEVE ME AH? Why are all of you laughing?''

The reaction would be like, ''Yah! We know! We believe! But we're laughing at the seriousness in your tone. The way you're saying it!''

or like, ''Wah..it's the first time you sound so serious.''

HEY..I'M AN EXTREMELY SERIOUS GIRL OKAY.
SIMI SI ''laughing at the seriousness in your tone.''
I always sound serious and mean serious business man.

JUST LIKE I'M DAMN SERIOUS ABOUT BEING A NUN LAH!
NEXT TIME WE'LL START TAKING NUN PORTRAITS OKAY? WITH OUR FAVOURITE ANIMALS!

Okay!...pictures section!:



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Regards,
SHERRY-ONG-WHO-LOVES-TALKING-TO-THE-AIR.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I'm going for the tanned look now!

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hahaha! I was sick of complaining so much about myself and not doing anything about it.
Hence, I've been running, skipping, doing crunches and sit ups these days to make my physique healthier-looking and I really need to lose more weight as well!!! But I don't want to be skinny, I just wanna be just-right, toned, and healthy looking. I would need about at least 2 more months of intensive ''training'' to achieve a healthier looking physique. Hence, nowadays, instead of complaining about myself to my very-encouraging frenz on msn ( poor friends! Have to take all my gibberish crap! haha! and Whines! ) , i've been committing the time to improve on my self-image, to build up my own self-confidence instead. Because confidence is very very important to me.
oh man, a lot of hard-work needs to be committed. But no pain, no gain.
haha!

That's a new red dress I bought. Red and Yellow would be more suitable for my current damn-tanned skin-tone.

Yeah...i know myself... 4 months later, i would probably change my image again.
hahahaha.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Sha la la~~~

I heart Ma Maison a lot!
Bro treated us to the branch at Bugis for Dinner, on Sunday and I really love the ambience and food there. The Escargots taste really really good.

That's a new !Bling Bling cap from Joan and Long-sleeves Shirt from Sis.
Love them too!

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Besties since young!

Remember the days when we 3 mugged together like crazzzy!
hahah!

Sending HH off on Tuesday!
These are the same sincere frens whom i feel that i can say had sticked with me thru ups and downs.
These are the same frens who would stick with you even if you have nothing left with you, of you.
Doesn't just appear when everything is perfect, but appears even when your world was tearing apart painfully. And that's very important.

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Saturday, July 4, 2009

Back to the old hairstyle which made me look younger! hahah!

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Haiyah, i damn old already lah huh, too bad lah huh, must act cute more to make myself look more ''young and happening'' man. Hence bear with my blatant trying-to-act-cuteness. i prefer this hairstyle man, makes me look younger. i think?! I don't care. you must think so too.
About 2 months later, my ''lion-hair'' would be back again. haha.

A fren said that i look like a TEACHER (with this hairstyle)...today......( sorry previously wearing dress, and blazer and carrying big bag. ) Hey, i wouldn't mind trying to be a teacher man, that would be something new leh. okay. I KNOW WHAT I WOULD TEACH.

MORAL EDUCATION. YES YES!
AND.
ART AND CRAFT! HAHA!
PLEASE SUPPORT ME IF I DECIDE TO TRY TEACHING.
PRINT FOR ME A BIG BANNER WITH LOVING WORDS.
THEN CHAPEL I WANNA LEAD TO SING.
AND MY CHAPEL-TIME NAME WOULD BE SISTER-SHERRY-SOMZ.

AIR-''you think holding concert ah''?

''hmm...okay lah....maybe next time the Nun Club can have our own album. First song-
Why are we nuns, 2nd song- Crazy nuns, 3rd song- Nun-Nun forever. 4th song- Demented nun likes to talk to the air, the other nuns scared of her, 5th song- Nun Finale.


Maybe my next hairstyle might be the put-a-bowl-on-top-of-my-head-and-cut kinda hairstyle man. Cool rite?
wah..damn tired man. i think i'm really getting older man.
haiyah, haven't drink Anlene milk to strengthen up my bones yet.
k lah. bye and good nitez!
haha!

i'm really into cheong sams now man. So random rite.
But i like them!
Currently, i only own one, below:
Haha. i think if i remembered correctly, the sales-person told me that i should just get the M-size one,
but i got an S because i did not want the cheong-sam to be even a little-bit loose-fitting.
Hiao rite! hahaha!

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Would like to get a green or dark blue one.