Saturday, July 30, 2011

I'M NOT A PUSH-OVER!!!!!!!

I'm not Sharity Elephant. I don't own a charity organization.
I'm not obligated to please people and do people favours.

I am not Jobstreet.com or Jobscentral. I don't own a Talent Management Organization. I don't like people bothering me day and night smsing me to introduce to them jobs. In the past, almost every week i get 1 or 2 smses like that. I get jobs because I work hard.
Anyway, i've had so many bad experiences while helping people, i no longer wanna help. And i believe that you have your own hands and legs to help yourselves.

I am not a rental shop. I don't mind lending costumes to close friends. But don't expect me to lend my costumes out to any Jane, Mary and Alice. It's always difficult to get back things that i lent. And it irritates me like hell, when i don't have a certain costume or certain attire for shoots/ events/ casting.

I don't like people to judge me. I have to go for auditions and castings and constantly work on my portfolio to obtain event jobs. It's not easy to obtain jobs. Don't ever think that it's easy to obtain jobs.

I don't want to do design for now, anymore, because i've mentioned many times i'm taking a break from it.
I've got my own life to live.

I'm not a chatline.
I am not obligated to entertain all smses and calls. If i said stop smsing and calling me, i mean it.
I got so irritated with a guy who called me all the time, using DIFFERENT NUMBERS, and smsing me so many times.
I swear i'm going straight to the police with black and white evidences of all previous smses and file for harrassment if he continues doing that. This affects my mental health and stress level so it is very serious.


I am not a mannequin.
Did i say i was perfect?
You don't need to tell me how shitty i look and bitch about me all the time.
Even if i look like shit. It is not your problem.


Did I ask you to look at me?
So what if i like taking pictures of myself.
Did i ask you to look at me?
Is it a crime to take pictures of myself?
If you don't like me, just don't look at my pictures so you can shut the fuck up.


I am also not Aunt Agony.
I have so many problems. It's just that i don't talk about them.
So don't expect me to pity you and your problems all the time.
Give me a break. I hardly rest. If i could rest,
let me have some peace. I'm not obligated to listen to every lil bit of your problem.


I'm busy and i value my time.
I don't like it when people waste my time and cancel appointments at the 11th hour.
I could have used the time for other things.