And then the fish morphed into a lion!!!!!! tee hee!
The lion's sooo fierce that everyone's afraid of her!
Then the poor lion/ lioness gotta consult Aunt Agony SHerry for help!
then hor...
Aunt Agony Sherry hired Sherry Witch to help! But Sherry Witch is damn stressed up with work now, so she's so crazy, she's throwing coconuts at people everyday. oh yah..plus rite...Sherry Witch is REALLY BUSY trying hard to turn herself into a Fairy. Which is not quite successful, DUE TO TOO MUCH EVIL DONE when she throws coconuts at people.
THen hor....hahahah. She couldn't help her too man, so she consulted in-the-mood-for-halloween-sherry to help her. Sooo.....
TO BE CONTINUED with halloween pictures! Stay tuned! haha! But if this blog's not ''happening'' or lifeless..then the conclusion would be.
The witch, The lion/lioness, The Aunt and the in-the-mood-for-halloween-sherry all lived happily ever after! THe End! MUSIC PLEASE!
Today i went to see the doctor, oh man he told me i needed a break from work man! He was asking if i needed one or two days break. I think i need 1 month break man! Yah man, i really need a break man! Haiyah...so sad..still got so many things to do tmr u noe! haiyoh! Haiyoh! okay lah....i go and sell Satay man, take a break from design!
Maybe i could like create a new breed of creative Satay or something man! I'd call it SOMZ Satay organisation. Then i'd like design my own banner, my own satay stall and my own advertisements.
Haiyah..or go sell Gao lark or porridge lah. Aiyoz! I've never worked so hard in my life lorx! I feel like some cooli man. hmmm, i think Banglah construction workers are happier than me lor! THey get to cycle in Sentosa while constucting the IR! And then..Sat and Sunday still can play beach ball at Cafe Del mar, then every other day still can hee hee ha ha with their frenz.---i told u all rite. THey UPGRADED already. Now they damn classy one. Go to Cafe Del mar!
See..their lives are beta than mine man. hahah
''Aye, Sherry talk cock lah!''
''hahah!''
Actually...NO LAH! I STILL PREFER TO SIT IN THE OFFICE!
In case, u're wondering why outta a sudden i start going crazy and mess up my hair, i gotta affirm u that i'm not crazy man! THe hair was for a photoshoot. No, not for my company, for the magazine my fren's working for. But it wasn't meant to look that way! I took out all the pins after the shoot and it looked like that. okay bye! nitez! At least i rested for a day today. I really had fever yesterday man! Stayed in the office till like 12 sth. Luckily Joan gave me a panadol man. I was like thinking..oh shit...with the stress and all, i would look damn bad today for the shoot. Then later print out many copies everyone would see how bad i look! Due to work lah! But luckily i slept enough after leaving at about 1 and a mc with me, so okay lah. The break felt good! At least i rested for a day!
Back to work tmr. i gotta act tmr too. just hope i won't make mistakes on stage.
I'm not happy. i'm really not happy. When i decide to officially leave, i'm gonna tell them all the reasons why i'm not happy. I don't really mind being a mingler cum facilitator cum actress cum creative designer cum everyday stay back late cooli if i'm being appreciated. But well, if people are so calculative with me over claims, time and MC ( i can tell that she doesn't like the fact that im taking MC with her replies with : ''okay thx'' and sarcastic remarks she gives sometimes. ) and all. Then i guess i gotta make myself very clear why i'm not happy. Sometimes u wonder whether ur strengths and abilities are your weaknesses as well. Your strengths not only enable people ( corrected: her )to cut costs, it enables them ( her )to take things for granted too.
I won't say anymore here. And i din insult anyone. Just stating the facts. I would tell them ( coz gotta tell both of them ) all of the above which i mentioned if they asked for feedback when i decide to leave. Currently i can't coz i've got a project for my portfolio. I'm putting freelance design assignments on hold and i start to think whether is it worth it.
I think lots of design students, maybe even my school director( who's on my facebook, i don't think he would read lah. But i juz wanna really express how i feel towards working life after poly. I mean at least in school, at least wadeva u're not happy with u can feeback to the lecturers and they'll do their best to help u. But out into the working world u're alone to do the judgment youself. ) frenz, and people are reading this. But i no longer care anymore. I don't think i'm at fault. I juz wanna make it clear that i'm not happy.
When i applied for this job it says Creative Designer. It was stated clearly that i'm in charge of designing and contacting suppliers for printing. It din say that i'd be working as a free labour for the many other part-time roles to cut labour costs. Just becoz i've got an outgoing personality, am pleasant looking, and i'm young, doesn't mean that i have the obligation to do all these. And plus, wad? I have to act professional for areas which i am not-trained-to-be-gd-at for u to be able to make more money outta your business? And i'm not even calculative about that.
I could have done all these part time and gotten quite an amount of money doing all these. I know i can do them coz i'm young, but if u don't appreciate them, i don't feel happy doing them as well. Did i say anything wrongly? i din. I merely expressed how i genuinely feel. I love the colleagues there, but before i leave i'd tell the bosses ( okay..not bosses. i say..boss..coz i don't really think i have issues with the male boss, just the female one alone who shoots me with words thru email. ) that they gotta reflect on themselves ( should be: herself ), their (her) morals,
(her )their ethnics and ( her )their being as a whole. U don't squeeze people's abilities dry that way. I've said it that if anyone pisses me off, they'll get their reputation soiled. I haven't done that thus far, but it has already poked me quite a little.
Stressed over design? Think again. I've got to stress over design plus so many other things at the same time. What have i done to deserve this? On top of that,
i've got other things to settle as well. THat's y, the rest of the time, i would feel so drained that i wanna spend time alone at peace with myself. I don't don't answer calls coz i'm stuck up or wad. But I got so many things to do, so many things to worry about, and the rest of the time, i just wanna rest my voice, my energy. My close frenz are lovely and understand this. But if u've just walked into my life, and expecting me to treat u with a lot of significance and giving u loads of attention, i would say, u're asking for too much, my advice to u is to disown me as a fren, becoz u're not understanding. And i would jolly well, hang out with those who understand me, and can tolerate my busy schedule. THere's many others who are ahead of u and who would treat me way beta. And don't even think of dating me out or anything, coz the 1st step in trying to understand how tired i am, u fail.Instead of adding relief to my life, u're adding so much stress that i might turn crazy. I don't wanna be some nice gal who's nice to everyone even though they expect me to treat them like kings or wad. Even blogging is therapeutic. Maybe that's y i like to write.
So i shall help myself, since i'm 21 and a big girl now, by leaving soon, after my big project ends.
