The year is ending soon.
And that means that next year i'm gonna get older,
older= wiser rite?
But before next year commences...
I'm gonna set out what I've always wanted to accomplish.
1. To be dilligent. To be results-oriented all the time.
2. To totally separate my work life from study life. And social life.
3. To be friendly, but not over-friendly. I'm not sure if anyone had dubbed me as ''stuck-up'' or an ''ice-queen''. Yes, i used to be sociable, but as i get older and wiser, i realise that i got to learn to filter out people from my life.
I got to be selective of who I hang out with, who i talk to.
I promise myself that i would never have to make friends with people only to realise that
i get stressed up with their countless favours. I blame myself sometimes,
maybe i've been talking too much, or being too helpful, or i don't know, hence I've learnt that keeping everything low-profiled is enjoyable, is peaceful, is hassle-free.
I've learnt that people can praise or compliment you in front of you, but they can say otherwise behind your back. I've learnt to ignore bitchings and criticisms and remain totally detached from them. I've learnt that people can get close to you just because they think that you are a potential-idiot or retard.
I've learnt to be smarter than how I was in the past. Please don't blame me for that, I just want to be a happy person.
I've learnt that i'm not obligated to please everyone. I need to learn the art of evading from such situations. I need to live for myself. To be truly happy.
THis module has been tough...but i'm glad that i persevere on.
THe group project would be due soon.
And it weighs 40 per cent.
Wish me luck! : )
I've learnt to appreciate the genuine people around me as well.
Thanks for being there during my ups and downs friends.
Thanks for understanding when I'm stressed and tired.
Thank you so much.
-!Sherry-
''My drive in life is from this horrible fear of being mediocre. And that's always pushing me, pushing me. ''
- Madonna
