Have u guys received such stuff before?
External links from Friendster/facebook that claims to have pictures of your ''ass'' or like ''stupid face'' or like ''sexy videos''? hahaha.
''Sherry..how come such things like to get to you one?''
''hahahha. I don't know. Maybe, it's my appearance. But i swear it's just my appearance. I'm squeaky squeaky clean!hahaha.''
All close frenz know that lah. I've been called the ''walking contradiction''. hahaha.
But i've said many many times, well, if u're not going to wear bikinis, tube tops, corsests camisoles and all when you're young, are u gonna wait till you're like 40 plus and you start wearing all that? By the time when u reach old age, and you start regretting why when you were younger, you din bother dressing up, and you start dressing up like how 20 yr olds dress, people would give you weird looks.
Well, just like i've always been ever since the day i'm born.
I THINK. FOR MYSELF.
I LIVE. FOR MYSELF.
I BELIEVE. IN MY DREAMS. I DON'T BLAME PEOPLE WHO DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT IT. COZ
I ACCOUNT FOR MY OWN LIFE.
I'M INDIVIDUALISTIC.
I DON'T WANNA BE ANYONE'S SHADOW.
I KNOW. WHAT I WANT.
SO KISS MY ASS IF U CAN'T ACCEPT ME FOR ME. hahahaha.
I WOULD. LISTEN TO CRITICISMS. IF THEY IMPROVE ME AS A PERSON. I'M CONSTANTLY TRYING TO IMPROVE MYSELF TOO.
I ONLY CALL FOR HELP. IF I REALLY NEED IT.----I appreciate help, but i gotta learn things the hard way sometimes, then i'd emerge as a more independent and stronger person. So i noe that one day, if it ever happens, that the whole world leaves me, that precious things are taken away from me, i know i still can depend on my two hands and feet.
We all have an expiry date, and we all know that. Unless we turn celebrities and could maintain all that thru Botox or wadeva. And, i din really care about some ( some ah. don't see wrongly! haha. ) guys who kept saying they want plain-jane girlfrenz, simple simple can already. hahahaha. I tell u, watch their lips say this, watch their eyes say another. And then their girls would start succumbing to those requests, while their eyes wander on to the other well-dressed girls----far from plain! Let's just say if...Beyonce, Shakira and the Pussycat Dolls try to sell their albums with the plain-simple-jane image, hahahahah.Why do they need marketing/branding consultants to brand them then?
You think....Would people fancy?! And i don't understand why some girls choose to stick with guys who criticize them like hell. I mean...if they don't appreciate your beauty, find someone else who appreciates them beta.
Don't get me wrong, i'm not looking for anyone at the moment. I'm dressing up to please myself. And for my own confidence. Confidence is an essential need for everyone. For everyone. Confidence makes you more sure of yourself and what you want.
I've stopped going out with guys who burst my ego by criticizing me. Sometimes, i never even agree with a proper appointment. Coz well, it's already such a big turn off when they criticize u. Oh well, some criticisms are constructive, those i accept. Well, i was thinking, if there are guys who make me feel beta about myself, what for, i wanna
go out with guys who make me feel worse about myself. I think everybody deserves to treat themselves beta, and construct VALUE for themselves. hahahaha. Well, if they wanna criticize me like hell, they had beta be some perfect-looking supermodels before they do. okay..well, freedom of speech still rite? okay..if i was in a really bitchy mood, you won't know what criticisms can come out from my mouth man to attack back.
But most of the time, hahah. i'm more cool than that.
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
-- Eleanor Roosevelt
hahah. okay..continue with the ''walking contradiction'' saga----hahaha.-----Just like there are people who told me that i have the ''mistress'' or the ''snatch-people's-bf-face'', as well as the ''SPG'' look. But HELLO....I have no records of any of those man. seriously . Squeaky clean! I'm just some independent soul who is obsessed with her work and hahaha. maybe..herself. okay.
hahaah. Well, for me, i do know that i have never taken any sexy video of myself, or allow anyone to take that of me, and i have not taken any pictures of myself which is uncensored.Or allow anyone to do that. Such external links might actually cause you to get viruses and all..and share personal information that would not be kept confidential. See wad i meant by traps?
hahahaha.
And also...With the new media, a lot of things aren't kept private. So PLEASE DO NOT expose yourself in front of your camera even for private purposes.----Actually, I DON'T REALLY NOE WHY PEOPLE DO THAT! HAHAHA. THings get leaked out. hahah. So what i say is that, if u have not taken such stuff, when such mails get to you, you are very sure they are traps, and hence u ignore. So don't ever make yourself vulnerable by trusting yourself too much with the camera! WEll, even if it's with a trusted person, you know, things may happen after you fall out! So be wise k?! DO NOT ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE VULNERABLE IN ANY SITUATION!
Gotta go back to work! tata! hahah.
