*shall update later. not done with this entry yet!*
''Sherry...why do u keep reading random stuff?!''
''hmmm..Coz well....that's what makes life interesting. And i'm a PEEPING-TOM. *winkwink. I wanna peep at the REAL WORLD.'' hahaha.
Why do you even blame me for being mysterious, ( i noe, i constantly get people wondering, coz i've been dubbed a ''walking contradiction''. i say..i won't reveal till i noe the person is totally sincere. But of coz, my close frenz noe what i'm really like. Remember this: IF U'RE GOOD, U'D FACE THE RISKS OF BEING MANIPULATED. IF U'RE BAD. U'D FACE EQUAL RISKS OF BEING MANIUPATED TOO. ) hard-to-get, difficult and weird, when you know that in this world there are people coming up with all kinds of tricks to remove me from my individulism.
But i say..till today, i stay true to myself. And it's only with more knowledge of what's going on in this ''REAL WORLD'', then i can truly protect my individualism. And how can i successfuly protecy my individualism? By valueing myself personally.
And then, why do u blame me again for being ''Cool''- for not going too crazy over people, for not showing interest even if well, the person is deemed as DAMN HOT.
Becoz i'm careful, becoz i'm matured, becoz i value my time? Becoz i rather spend my time on things that are meaningful. Becoz i wanna substantiate my design portfolio, photoshoot/ mingling portfolio before the year 2008 ends, and wanna constantly find out what other things can i do well in. I just wanna constantly self-improve. So that i can say, ''i fully utilized my youth and my potential.'' Before i breathe my last breath, I wanna measure up how many smiles/ how much contribution i brought into this world, and not how much misery i bring into this world juz for my own childish selfish reasons.